14 Years Of Sexual Frustration

It was a slice of onion
curled in the rain
that reminded me of
the glow worm

and eleven years of
that thing called a crush,
mood swings, chocolate,
drifting into the netherworld,
outbursts, jaw pain,
happier than happy
or sexual frustration.

I was fourteen then
I'm doing math now

for a green card
and another year and a half,
this time with more sex.