"Where there's life, there's hope. Wishes can come true. -Whistle while you work, so hard, all day -to be like other girls, to fit in in this glittering world. -Don't give me songs."
- - A costume which makes the wearer appear to each viewer as someone that they loved but could not satisfactorily express that to; moreover, someone they were terrified to express that to, would be the one I would wear, especially to a party.
- --A coffee lecture, virtual travel doesn't need poor education only pictures. Besides, that's what makes it a fantasy. There is no difference in knowing things. A walk in the rain will get you wet either way. The glass pan still holds too much heat for fingers. It's not the same as a bruise which lasts months, but I guess it's still a symptom of distraction. --The photo made her look overtly together. I was intimidated in a different way than I was after we'd first talked two years ago, when she had definitely not looked too much together. I had been so flattened after meeting her that I walked into a steel door frame and bruised my hip. Which, as you might imagine, is not something that happened after seeing her photo just now. Similarly though, there was rain. -
- - Spinning gloriously out of control, collections of frontier lore presently I found myself approaching populated places you think fires start by themselves?
This is the best part of the edge where one is not oneself. The warm bath of physical dissolution, the one real part of one's temporary personality.
Where does the desire for ethical action come from? What makes us want to be ethical?
The great satisfaction of seeing someone else punished for a deed of which we know ourselves capable.
They just mean to be insulting. I don't know what you want me to say. What? Whatting a what? Wanting a what? When you kiss me I want to die.
Winner and still champion.
And, I realized this was my thing. To let it fill up and - don't get hurt or dead - just as nice - to let it all run out again.
The rest was easy, well, this is what the voice whispered to me: "There was a time when I couldn't complain, but now it's you."
There was no top bolt, the catch gave, there was a time I was happy to know you, I climbed in and pulled the drapes off my face. No, there is no good here.
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Collaged from: Californication DVD box back copy, Nabokov's Lolita and Pale Fire, Gaddis's Carpenter's Gothic and the Recognitions, Mary Jo Bang's Alice in Wonderland, Weisenburger's Gravity's Rainbow: A Companion, Schutt's All Souls, Whedon et al's Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Roche's Wetlands, Ralph Wiggum the Book, Fiery Furnances's Lost at sea, Baudelaire's Beat Up the Poor, Chandler's The Big Sleep. RA = Reappropriated Ambivalence.